well, how should i start,
but, of course, there was a long time for me not checking my account in deviantart.com
but, honestly, if i check it, it always bring back my past when i'm still egoistic and dreamy person. and now, i get to know the reality in my world and even it annoying so much, but i would say that i'm one of lucky person.
because life is something that beautiful always when you see it on your deepest inner heart
and you accept it just like water flowing calmly on the river.
and i accept it and will making true what i have dream long long ago,
even it costs is much more expensive to deal with o entire my life soon